Sometimes I think I should have named this "My Emo Blog," mainly because I seem to get all emotional and what not in my posts on this blog. But then I would have to Photoshop some pictures of me with an emo haircut, and possibly some makeup. It's really this big commitment that I'm not so sure I want to make. Plus I would have to create all these emo colors for my blog (like black, more black, blacker black, and purple) and start writing poetry about emo themes (like being emo I guess? I never really understood emo poetry). Really, it's just so much work being emo and I'm kind of already doing this whole being me thing, I don't want to add all that on top of it.
Any way, on to the post. As I glance at the time, it is 1:05 in the morning. Why oh why am I still up? Well, long story and I should be getting to bed. I plan on posting a poem to Starlight Ponderings just after this post, but that doesn't explain why I am up while my eyes feel like they're are going to explode out of my head. Well, long story short, being up late is something I've been doing lately and I've been having some discussions with some people. Now, a friend has comitted to making sure I post on at least one of my blogs once a week, and she has basically told me that I should post something now, so I am. I agreed to this because I want to make myself write more and I have a whole slump of not writing to get out of. It is a slump and I need help. Basically, I got addicted to the whole not writing and being lazy and now I need help kicking the habit. And that's where this deal I made comes in.
However, it is late, so I needed a crutch, and I chose A&W Cream Soda. However, the sugar high is gone, and I am too tired for the caffeine to have any effect. I am posting on sheer willpower alone. This is not working, and it is slowing me down on my typing and thought process. I am mistyping words and have to go back on and off, plus I am thinking about the same speed that I type. Normally I am ahead of what I am typing by at least a few sentences, but not now. Oh no, not now. However, I do think it is time to end this post. I hope to give a more meaningful post next time and get Following Christ, No Matter What The Cost back up and running with posts and studies and all that jazz in the near future. Hopefully I can get myself back to doing what I love and moving past this whole slump I have been in for a long time. That's all for now, I'll tag this post later.
